Ana-log No. 15 (November and December)
Photo: @ninotbh on Instagram Hey, hey! Welcome to the final installment of Ana-logs for the year of 2022. I this part I shall continue the story I started in October. Gosh, I do not even have the mental capacity to form thoughts, let alone speak or write about everything that happened, but I am going to make an attempt because I simply cannot hold it any longer. Where do I want to start/continue? Let’s start from the fact that I came back from Skopje utterly exhausted. My energy was on the all time low and I just wanted to be alone, but I also had lots of soft and fluttery amorous feelings that I desperately wanted to share with someone. That is why I jumped back on the apps and arranged yet another date. This excited me, but it didn’t help in terms of shifting my focus from you know who. It only intensified my feelings and made me act out in the way I am not necessarily proud of. Yes, I sent another message. He responded. But that message was just the tip of the iceberg. The next
